So its been forever since I've last updated...

So I thought I'd update for whoever still reads this thing anymore...

Well since July my life has been up and down. I'm no longer with Ray, we broke up a while ago. It's a really long story and I'd rather not get into it. So since then I've just recently started dating a really amazing guy. Tuesday is 1 month for us  

Umm I'm still working at Regal... It's been going pretty good,  besides all the guys hitting on me.  So umm yeah thats about all the updates on my life minus the fine details...

I thought last week was crazy, but this week has been worse...

I just have so much stuff on my mind that I don't even know what to do anymore...

Well I found out that I might not be able to go back to Grace. Its not so much a disappointment to me, I really didn't like there, I met some awesome people there but it was just too far away from home. Ray was pretty upset about it. So I'm not sure what's gonna happen with us. It's not official yet if I'm going back there or not, I still have to talk w/ my parents about it.

I feel like I'm going crazy. My parents pretty much control everything I do, being 18 doesn't seem to matter to them. I feel like I'm 14 again...

Me and beth kinda snuck out tonight and went to steak n shake, it was pretty awesome, I felt like it was my one night of freedom.

I just wanna get out of here...

I Love Ray

Well I think its time for another update

Life has been CRAZY since I've been home, I just wanna scream

Too much drama!!

Well I've been enjoying my time home, it's been nice, I just don't wanna go back to omaha. So I'm not looking forward to august. Still looking for a job..that's not working out too well...I got to see Katie, my cousin, today that made me really happy.  

I feel like I'm gonna explode from all this drama, somebody please pray for me!

I Love Ray

Okay So I'm finally back in town for those of you who don't know.

Staying with Ray for the past couple of weeks was really great, I just loved being around him all the time. But now its killing me since I can't see him till August. I just feel like I'm going crazy without him.

After I left here's what Ray's dad told him- I'm High Maintence, I'm lazy because I've never had a "real" job, and this is the best one he said so far, Keep this in mind I always paid for my gas except two times. He told Ray that I was using him for Gas money. I mean what the crap. The guy and his wife are living with his mother, and he has the right to say all that about me, Don't you see something wrong with this picture? I know I'm not supposed the judge them but its taking me a lot to not say mean stuff about him, which I know wouldn't be the right thing to do.

Okay, I'm done venting about Ray's dad, I have a lot more to say, but if I do say it it won't be very nice...

I Love Ray